I'm baaaaaaaack!

I find that I haven't changed much since exactly a year from right now.

I am just as unreliable in certain regards; further, I still resort to the same reactions that I once had.

A girl was rude to me today after I tried to compare her to her roommate.  Now, this certain girl hates her roommate, and once I finished making the comparison, the girl completely lost it.  She has turned into that overly-sensitive stereotype that some girls just seem to match.  It is wrong to classify stereotypes among the different genders, but I cannot believe that this still happens.  This is college that I am in; are there really people like this?

I thought to myself for a moment:  "Wait.  I took a year off.  These kids literally just got out of high school right before this summer."  They may be the same age as I am (this specific girl just happens to be older than me even), but our maturity levels are different.  I also know that it is unfair to say that I am more mature when I obviously cannot let something like this go, and instead have to write out a journal explaining the situation, hoping for comments that someone will agree and assure me that I am a good person.

I do not want to use this place for false back-up, and I hope that I have made that clear in my time here.

This event has brought back the monumental battle quarrel that I have been facing for a while, and I have a few bugs to work out.  The world has a long list of problems; I am annoyed by a girl that does not understand that I mean no harm to anyone, no matter what comes out of my mouth. 

I feel a little embarassed by writing this, so this might just go away.  I have some sort of social anxiety, and I do not want to go back to a high school mindset; I graduated early to get away from that.  I will be home in one week, where I can lay under my bed with my computer and my dog for the next six weeks following.

I have something to look forward to, and even though this evening went sour, I have learned a little through examination.  I recommend that anyone that is heated about something or another do the same; it does a world of good.

I have a mighty need to let the world know that I am happy.

Like not in the normal happy state that I'm always in.  Sort of like in an ascended happiness, if there is such a thing.

The world may be falling apart, but it isn't going to get me down right now, in this second.

It is a scary thought.

Though, I'm sleeping easy tonight; how about you?