I'm baaaaaaaack!

So, here I am, once again, making a chain journal thing that should be pretty fun.

I vote that we open up our media players, and listen to the first 15 songs (at random) write down what they are and spread some thoughts as to why they are in your library at all.

=]

Here we go:

"The Underdog" by Spoon

I think that it was Breesays that turned me on to this band. She had a playlist with a few songs by Spoon, and I decided to check them out. =D

"Movie Theme" by Beck

I love Beck! Always have, always will. He's so damn creative. He makes me happy! =D

"At This Velocity" by Thursday

My favorite song by these guys, strangely enough. I'm pretty sure that they are in my list because I saw their album, and it was a Thursday. The completely random album buys always turn out to be worth it.

"Losing My Religion (R.E.M. Cover)" by Scary Kids Scaring Kids

I saw these guys in August; one of the best live acts ever. And they were so nice!! This was a wonderful cover! WONDERFUL!!!

"I've Been Dying To Reach You" by Circa Survive

GREAT BAND!!! Their music gives me good dreams when I listen to them as I sleep.

"Cellphone's Dead" by Beck

Again, I love Beck to death.

"Momentum" by The Hush Sound

I have them in my library because their first album is to die for. It is honestly the best album that I have EVER heard; no lie. Check it out. It's called "So Sudden".

"Stay On The Ground" by Armor For Sleep

I bought their album a long time ago. I recently bought their new one too. I love how they were sad when I was sad, and their new album is more hopeful now that I feel more hopeful. It's nice when coincidences work wonders.

"Flathead" by The Fratellis

Oh my God! Best song by them ever! It is such a "jump-up-and-scream" song. I have it in my tunes because it is so damn fun. =]

"Ooh la la!" by Goldfrapp

Mmhmm. They make me want to smile from ear to ear. Another great band; they're too good not to be on my list.

"We Are The Champions" by Queen

Freddie Mercury is my life partner. Of course, he had to die when I was 1, but I still like to think that he is looking from heaven saying, "Someday, John, you'll be known, just like me...". A must on my list. =]

"Starz In Their Eyes" by Just Jack

I saw the video to this song and fell in love with the lyrics. Honestly, makes me love my life.

"Victoria" by Arma Angelus

Pete's roots make me happy. Therefore, in order to be happy, I've got to have his roots on my list of music.

"Become What You Hate" by Midtown

Gabe Saporta's roots!!! Again, they make me happy!

"Card House Dreamer" by This Providence

I absolutely love, love, love this band! =DDD This song made me laugh the first time I heard it. It's great.

I'm going to tag...

Another one of those "oh-my-god!-won't-this-kid-shut-his-mouth-and-type-something-worth-while-for-once?" things.  I just had a memory thing.

So, Madison and I got to talking one day, and I remember saying that "I am the kid that no parent wants."  Well, here is the list that I've come up with that back up that statement: 

I'm constantly confused, and I let my parents know.  My mom has a real big problem with most anything different, but I applaud her for not killing me this late in the game of Life.

I'm always trying to influence someone else's opinions to match my own.  I want people to see things through my eyes.  That's the only way I think that people could ever really understand how I act and why I act that way.

I'm analyzing so many words to piece together a true personality.  Even on Buzznet!  The people that I choose as true friends, I've sifted through your journals, comments, photos, just to get a whiff of personality.  I think that I'm a good judge of character, so I think that the people that I love on Buzznet are above-decent human beings.

I don't take 'no' for an answer.  Ask my parents.  I whine and whine and whine.

I wonder if Madison remembers it.  I believe that our conversation was about whether or not her mother liked me.  I didn't think that she did.  Wow.  Actually, I don't know.

Anyway, this leads to another memory of mine.  It's funny!!

I had this girlfriend, Christine.  Don't get me wrong; she was a great girl, just not the one for me.  The most I think that I ever did with her was make-out.  Anywho, it was the first I met her parents.  I walked in her house, and they automatically started with the questions.  I remember thinking that it was an interview, but that was when I knew that I'd do wonderful in front of anyone's parents.  I learned from then on that I could sweet talk my way into anything.  She used to tell them, "This one is good at math; he can help me out with my grade."  I don't know why anyone would choose to brag like that, but she did.  Constantly.  I still, to this day, believe that that was our downfall.  She wouldn't treat me like an equal; to her, I was something better.  Was it wrong of me to have broken it apart because of that?  I felt a little guilty.

Oh, yeah.  That story was supposed to end funny.  On the first day I met her parents, her mom was like, "You'd better marry him; I want cute, smart little babies!"  I was like, "Smart: sure.  Cute: probably not."  Then Christine chimed in, "They are at least going to be half cute; damn, my genes are going to make them ugly as hell!"  I thought that it was funny then, but I still saw it as I was her superior.  I did not like that.

Meh.  This is essentially another flash of my guts that I wanted to share with you guys and dolls.

Sorry if this has been a complete waste of time; thank you for stopping by though.  Feel free to never be interested in me again.

P.S.

After re-reading this, I know that I'm vain.  I used the word "I" like 80 times.  Bleh.  I'll work on it.  =]

Gary Numan

-and-

WiL Francis

William Zane

(Who, by the way, shares the same birthday as Kairbears4!  XDD)

-and-

Peter Wentz

Marilyn Monroe

-and-

Christina Aguilera

Robert Smith

-and-

John Ortega

I put the last one because I like to feel like I'm a rock star.

Much Love.

You can't re-write what we had that night; baby, our eyes shared the candlelight. 

And there's no re-wording the things I'm learning; most likely to make another mistake.

We've shared body heat, got lost in some sheets.  All in all, it was a great time. 

But you had no faith and such little patience; who knew you'd leave me behind?

Of course, I'm better now.  You won't ever keep up. 

I've been lost in your lies for too long not to see the light.

I'm better now.  I'm better now.

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I wrote that a while ago.  I wanted Amy Winehouse to sing something like that.  I'll post a song that Maddy and I started sometime soon.  She'd sing with such grace and beauty.  =]

Answer me this Pete lovers of the world:  why do you like Pete Wentz? 

Beauty?

Talent?

Intrigue?

Well, my love for Fall Out Boy (and I'm a little ashamed to say this) started through Pete Wentz's aesthetic appearance.  The very first Fall Out Boy video I saw was "Saturday", and we all know how good he looked in it.  I was amazed by how good-looking he really was.  That was it.  I was hooked.

I remember printing pictures, writing his name with hearts around it on all of my binders, comparing how wonderful he looks to other people and enjoying how great he looked in anything.  I was the biggest fan boy in my mind.  I loved Pete Wentz, but it was purely for how he looked.

I, then, decided to go a little further into his life.  I learned a ton of random facts about his history, like he went to DePaul University for 7 years, studying Political Science.  That's what made me change my thoughts about him for a moment.  I was like, "Wow.  He's educated!  7 years!"  But then it was all sent back to how good he looks.

Fall Out Boy became my next study.  I learned as much as I could about them.  Their music was all that I heard for a while.  I found out that Pete wrote the lyrics, another stop on my discovery of Pete Wentz.  I was amazed.  I analyzed all of the lyrics from "Take This To Your Grave" on.  I still go back and do it sometimes.

By this point in time, I respected Pete as a little more than a beauty figure.  He's got a nice head on his shoulders, but he still seems to just be an object of lust.  I couldn't get over that.

Then, on May 11th of this year, I got to meet Peter.  He stood up to hug me and one of my friends.  We embraced.  I'm not sure what it was, but I saw him different after that.  He wasn't beautiful; he was human.  When I met him, I saw and felt that he was no different than me.  He hides that he is human so well, but I felt it.

This brings me to what I feel for him now.  I met him a second time, and still, all that I saw was a genius hiding in beauty.  He's pretty to all these kids these days, but more than half of them will never know that he isn't just pretty.  He's human.  He's mortal.  I think that I can respect him better as an artist now that I've met him.  He's an intelligent.  He's used his pretty face as an attention grabber for Fall Out Boy.  I, honest to God, don't think that Fall Out Boy would be as known as well as they are now.

With that, I applaud Peter Wentz.  For being as great looking as he is intelligent.

=]

So, facts.  Mmhmm.

1.  I often don't know where my phone is.  I honestly try not to miss one call.  It annoys me when I do.

2.  I cry when I watch the last episodes of sitcoms.  Friends, Will & Grace, Reba:  I cried when I watched the end of them all.

3.  There are days that I think that I would be happier with someone.  Then, I reflect on all of the people I've been with, and I know that I'm better off on my own.

4.  I don't ever want to date again.

5.  I write a ton of short stories, but I never let anyone read them.  I don't feel that they are very good at all.

6.  When I watch cartoons, I feel stupid.

7.  I love brushing my teeth.  So much.

8.  When I was younger, I had a really bad OCD.  I used to wash my hands over and over again until I bled.

9.  Buzznet is my home.  I just might never leave in a couple of months.

10.  I want to be a doctor someday.  Or a rock star.

11.  I sometimes doubt my ability to do anything.  I think that I'll end up as one of those bums you see on a street corner.

12.  I am so self-conscious, but I try not to show it.

13.  My favorite word is "queasy".  I figured that word out in 2nd grade.  I was the only one that could spell it.

14.  I skipped 3rd grade, and I graduated a year early.

15.  I've been called names for as long as I can remember.

16.  I constantly think of Shabron Dorsey and Jacob Purdy, my two best friends from when I lived in Germany.  I really hope that I can mee them again someday soon.

17.  I used to want to live in a snowglobe because of how jolly everyone looked inside.

18.  I sleep under my bed constantly.

19.  I can't look at Pete Wentz as an object of beauty any longer.  I think that after I met him, I began to see him in a new light.

20.  I hate when I don't know what to say.

21.  I love confrontations.

22.  Menthol soothes my nerves.

23.  I am mild-mannered and calm most of the time.

24.  My sister is one of my best friends.

25.  I'm scared that I'm going to let my parents down.

26.  I don't care about a lot of people's opinions.

27.  I like wearing scrubs.

28.  My favorite color is green.

29.  I don't usually get scared at all, though I do startle very easily.

30.  I have like 9 favorite channels.

31.  Television is my life.

32.  I like talking.  I really do.

33.  I used to believe that I was shy.  Turns out, I'm really not.

34.  I can make friends pretty easily, I just lack initiative.

35.  I think that the cure for everything is a smile.  I honestly believe that if you tell yourself that you are happy long enough, you will become happy.

36.  I hate being sad around my friends.  Downers ruin everything.

37.  Technology is only one of the best things that has happened to us all.

38.  I wish that I had a belief system, I really do.

39.  I'm confused.

40.  Over a week ago or so, I was told that I would find out if I was accepted to DePaul University soon.  I've been planning on not being accepted.

41.  When I applied to the University of Chicago and was denied, I cried for about a week.

42.  I'm glad that Invisible Children was made.  It opened my eyes to how bad the world is right now.  It also helped me open my eyes to how lucky my life is.

43.  I try to appreciate everything I value as much as I can.

44.  I love reading Buzznet journals.  I bet that I've read a majority of all of your guys' journals.

45.  I don't want to be famous.  People talk about me enough as it is.

46.  I have a lot of enemies.

47.  Driving freaks me out, more than anything.

48.  I constantly think about that one person that I could have made it with.

49.  Listerine is my hero.

50.  I wish that I could meet all of my Buzznet friends.  Someday, we'll all hang out.  =]

I get side-winded by a couple of teens calling my phone telling me how much they hate me/how much of a "faggot" I am.  And you know what I have to say to it all?!

I'M DONE!!!

I'll be leaving soon anyway.  I'm going to be cutting my loses, starting a new chapter.  But as we all know, each chapter is preceded by the following events.  So, I think that I'll just start a new book.  I don't need people telling me who I should love. 

I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO LOVE MYSELF!!! 

I've always liked girls.  Always.  I've had girlfriends since the beginning of time.  Ever since I can remember, I've wanted to grow up with a wife and kids.  I wanted to provide for them, so that if my wife wanted to stay at home, she could.  I never saw myself with a man.  Never.  Strangely enough, the whole "never say never" saying really kicked in here because I guess I've had these emotions in the back of my mind my whole life.  They've just had more time to develop and escape as of late.  And what is left is my fate of being confused.  I don't think that I'll ever figure out what I want, who I want to love.  All I know is that sometimes the chemistry is just right, and you should never let that go.  Never.

For all of my gay/bisexual/straight/transgendered/confused friends out there, I'd like you to know that you should never be ashamed of who you are.

I can't say that I'm too frustrated over this.  I was just talking to my friend, Madison, how when I used to roam the hallways of Alamosa High in the morning to get my breakfast, I was verbally assaulted every single day.  Once, physically assaulted.  But did anyone do anything?  You'd better believe that they didn't.  Though I do like to think that the only reason my principal let me graduate a year early was to get me the hell away from all of the madness.  I thank her for that.  If not, I'd have to relive it once again, for a whole other year.

I'm terribly confused, though.  I don't get out much.  At all.  The furthest I've been is the Fall Out Boy concert.  That was once in the past 6 months or so.  And I've stayed pretty low key.  Don't get me wrong, I have my narrow-minded enemies (don't we all?).  But I'm a humble person as of late.  I'm more considerate and much more to myself.  Someday, I hope that the Americans of the future recognize the error of their ways and decide that I am who I am and accept it.  That's terribly likely, isn't it?

(505) 681-2748.  That was the number.  From New Mexico.  The only person that I know that lives there is William.  And I'm pretty sure that he's a good friend of mine.  If anyone wants to call and figure out why they hate me, be my guest.  I tried once, but all I got was, "You're a goddamn faggot!".

Freddie Mercury kept his sexuality hidden because he was scared of judgement.  You know what I say to that?  "Rock Long, Live Loud."  And baby, I'm going to be making more noise now that I ever would have.

There's always something to shape someone's future.  Always.  My future will be shaped from last night.  You'll see. 

Patrick Stump is my hero.  Joe Trohman is one of my best friends.  Pete Wentz is an astonishing mystery.  Andrew Hurley, an intellect.  As we met those 4 men again last night, all that could be thought was, "This...this feels right.  We are supposed to be here, at this exact moment in time."

I'll do a better journal soon.  But that concert was the best moment of my life.

First off, I am going to be taking some of stuff from her profile page:

"About Me

Ugh.  I hate sad moods.  Well, not sad.  More like existential.  I've been questioning my existence, my purpose, my future.  And I don't know what to do.  I wish that I had someone to tell me what to do.  Everything to do.  That would be wonderful.

It's not very often that I get into sad moods.  I'm usually the most cheerful person in a room.  And I probably should be more excited; I just got my two free tickets to the Fall Out Boy show.  10 days left.  It'll be amazing.  My brother, sister and mother are going to see Fall Out Boy for the first time.  That's amazing.  It'll be a good show.

So, I'm just going to put up a bunch of pictures that make me happy.  Hopefully, you feel happy after seeing some of these.

I love candy canes.  They are definitely the best part of this season.

MIKA is amazing.  He makes me think that there is hope for love in the future.

Turkeys make me giggle.

Zachary Levi...

Lollipop, lollipop.  Oh, lolli, lolli, lolli, lollipop...Pop!  Bah bum bum bum...

I've got a smile on my face now.  =]

Just like that.  I'm going to break my sad streak.  And tomorrow I will have a journal about the movie The Cure.  I will also put a journal out about a band and a TV show.  I haven't decided on them yet.  But yeah.  =]

So, I had a dream last night.  Psh.

It took place in the backyard of a really fancy hotel.  I was there with Audrey, Madison and Laura.  We split up; Audrey went to her room to sleep, Madison ran off with Laura to a gas station, and I went to the backyard to get ready for a scene.  I guess I was going to be acting in a barbeque scene for some random movie.  It was going to be about a romance between two people.  The director told me that whoever he saw I had the most chemistry with, that is who would be the person I would record the movie.  So, they yelled action and we started a backyard party.  There was music playing in the background; I can't remember what it was though.  Anyway, I just started dancing with everyone, going from one person to another, when a conga line was formed.  I grabbed onto the hips of some random girl and went in a couple circles. 

Then, I felt hands on my hips.  After the hands had their grip, I felt a kiss on the back of my neck.  I waited for the conga line to end before I turned around.  I screamed, "OH MY GOD!  YOU'RE PETE WENTZ!!!"  And there was Pete, sporting a freaking sweet Clandestine hoodie.  I was in hysterics.  I just kept saying, "You're Pete Wentz.  You're Pete Wentz.  You're Pete FREAKING Wentz!!!"  He smiled and said, "Last time I checked, I was me."  The director screamed, "Cut!"  He ran over to us and started talking our ears off, how we were supposed to stay in character no matter what.  Then, he looked at me and asked if I wouldn't mind having a homosexual relationship for the movie.  "I don't mind at all.  As a matter of fact, it's the exact opposite.  I would die for this role!"  The director told us that we were going to shoot the dinner scene inside, so he let everyone go inside.

I started stuttering really bad, a habit that I used to have like crazy.  Pete just stood there laughing.  We walked into the hotel, and I asked if he wouldn't mind waiting real quick; I was going to go find my friends.  He said, "I'll be right here."  I ran to the back and woke up Audrey!  I screamed to her, "PETE WENTZ IS HERE!!!  PETE WENTZ IS HERE!!!"  She didn't believe me, but then got up when she saw my expression.  I went looking for Laura and Maddy, but they were no where to be found.  So, I ran back to Pete.  I asked if he would sign my arm.  He asked for a marker.  I got him one and put my arm out.  He gripped my wrist and...

I woke up!  That dream was one of the best that I've had in FOREVER!  Lately, it's been my recurring nightmare thing.  Cold sweats every morning.  That sucks.  But last night was a good night in Dreamland.  =D

Music day today...  =D

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The Hush Sound (friendsorenemies.com/thehushsound)

The world is a sad depressing one. Especially most recently. Through war and terror, fear and death, The Hush Sound has been able to come up with 2 albums that are positively OUTSTANDING!! There is no other way to put it; The Hush Sound is ingenius!! Never have I heard a band sound so unique. They are an awe-inspiring quartet that has are creating the new form of music. Music is only going to spawn from what they've created. Emo will die (as God intended) and their music will over-power the mainstream scene.

The Hush Sound, originally called 'The Hush', is comprised of guitarist/vocalist Bob Morris, Greta Salpeter on piano and vocals, Chris Faller on bass, and percussion/vocals performed by Darren Wilson. The band formed with Greta and Bob when they were in 7th and 10th grade, respectively. They had both come from very opposite, musical backgrounds. Bob was a true rockstar; Greta prefered the classical piano music best. Nevertheless, they banded together to try to make something of themselves.

Though Bob and Greta loved how they sounded, they knew that a sole pianist and guitarist could ever make it by themselves. They recruited Darren Wilson for drums and Chris Faller on bass. Through experimentation, they decided that it was time to make a record. By March 2005, they were ready to take their music to the studio and released the album "So Sudden", so named because of how fast they believed their band was coming along.

Their CD sold quickly and The Hush Sound started to play shows around the Chicago area. As a few weeks went on, purevolume.com decided to stream their music on their website's main page. Panic! at the Disco's very own Ryan Ross was the one to recommend Pete Wentz get involved with the band. Pete sent an email to the band, asking if they wouldn't mind being signed to his record label, Decaydance Records. The band eagerly accepted (who the hell wouldn't?!?), and decided to re-release "So Sudden" (with minor lyric changes). The band then decided to get started on their next album, and in the span of 3 weeks, were able to come up with their second album, "Like Vines." Of course, they did have some help from producer, Sean O'Keefe, and co-producer, Patrick Stump!

From then on, they have been touring and getting themselves out there. On their most recent tour, they co-headlined with Rooney and guest Hello Stranger.

Things have been great for this band. Their lyrics have brought so many ideas in and out of my brain; it's hard to stay focused when something so perfect clouds your thoughts. They are half of the inspiration in the upcoming band, [the] Blackboard Decals. I swear it. They are brilliant.

And for all of you THS lovers, THEIR NEW ALBUM IS FINISHED!!! They are going to be finished with mixing it over the next couple of weeks, but we will be getting a new album from them early next year! XDDD

3 albums in the span of 3 years. These guys are good.

If only they could keep their pants on and stop grabbing their crotches... =]

I'm really not too keen on writing meaningless journals.  I like reading most of them, but I don't like being the one to produce them.  So, I'm coming up with a schedule of what I'm going to do with my time, journals and Buzznet.

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Sunday:  Music.  I'll go ahead and post a journal about an artist's discography, noting memorable songs and maybe posting a video or two.

Monday:  Movies.  I'm going to talk about the best in films!  I'll give my general thoughts on what movie I talk about, noting certain actors and/or memorable moments in the film.  (Be careful: if I go see a movie, there just might be a spoiler or two.

Tuesday:  Music.  The same as Sunday, initially.  I'll give insight into a certain band.

Wednesday:  Television show.  I watch a lot of television each week, so I am going to talk about what's up on TV.  It'll probably be just one specific show each week, but people will love it!!!  =]

Thursday:  Pop Culture.  Today will be dedicated to pop culture's goddesses.  I'm going to make this day all about the women; lord knows we wouldn't be anywhere in this world without our lovely ladies.

Friday:  Pop Culture.  You have your ladies on Thursday, but Friday is all about those leading men out there.  Actor, musician, director, hero; whoever the day seems to need more of.

Saturday:  Buzznet Members!  I'll go ahead and talk about someone on Buzznet that needs recognition.  You'll be honored in my book, and hopefully, people will get to know a little about you.

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So, yeah.  I really need a time-filler.  It seems that I'm becoming EXTREMELY lazy, both mentally and physically.  =]

I'll start this on Saturday.  I hope that you all are impressed.

With love for everyone in the world.

John Ortega III

Here is what I got in my email today.  I got a message about a week ago telling me that my application to DePaul University in Chicago wasn't complete.

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John,

Thank you for confirming your interest to start in the winter quarter.

While starting classes in the winter is feasible, the more traditional
time for students to enroll at DePaul is in the fall, which affords you
the greatest number of opportunities for scholarships, financial aid and
orientation programs.

I double checked your file and it seems it is now complete. Your
information must have crossed in the mail with our email. Your file
should be reviewed in the next week which means you would have a
decision in about 2 weeks.

If you do decide you would like to change to fall or if you have
additional questions, please let me know.

Best, Lisa

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I'm terribly excited.  I'll know in time for the Fall Out Boy concert!  But now I'm stuck with a decision.  Should I wait, apply for tons of scholarships, financial aid and orientation stuff, or should I just go in January?  I mean, it wouldn't be that bad to put my life off 6 more months.  Maddy and I could move in together right away.  And I can continue working with the band for the next few months.

I don't know what to do.  I'm off to go figure something out.  But it is good to know that I could be leaving within the next 2 months.  I would love to go to Chicago; the sooner, the better.  =]

Dragon tales, dragon tales...

Do you remember that show?  Do they still show it?  I never really liked the show itself, but I did LOVE the theme song.  It was one of the most catchy things that has been created to date.

As a matter of fact, there are a lot of memorable theme songs that have occured over the years.  Anyone remember the theme song for Green Acres? 

"Do-doo-do-doo-do-bom-bom!  Do-doo-do-doo-do-bom-bom!  Green Acres is the place to be!"

Another one of those shows that I never really paid much attention to, but I could recognize the theme song anywhere.  Good songs...

Bleh.  So, new things, I'm working on the album (NOT SO NEW!!), 16 days till my Fall Out Boy concert, still a little sick (but getting through it with a smile), developing a sick obsession with the "1-18-08/Cloverfield" movie, getting more and more addicted to the online lifestyle, and I cannot help but run to the mail each day at 3:40ish when the mail person comes to bring me my declination letter from DePaul University.  I always think that people should think positively, but I, honestly, don't think that I will get accepted.  I want the letter to come in, so I can cry for a week and get it over with.  Then, I'll come up with my plan to live in Chicago, as I have planned for the past year.  Good thing is is that I already have a roommate set up over there, as well as a really good friend of mine moving there next fall.  I'll get over there, to a big city, and wreak havoc, JACK THE RIPPER STYLE!!!  Mwahahaha!!

Just kidding.  I'd only kill a prostitute if they were (a) going to kill me, (b) going to kill someone I loved, (c) going to kill a child or (d) were Lucifer incarnate.  I always wonder if the devil will come back to Earth disguised as a hooker.  I bet that the devil would look hot in fishnets...Ha!  And prada.  I still haven't seen that movie.  I think that I will rent it soon.  Hmm...

So, I'm getting pretty random now.  I leave you with a lyric.

"...And if you threw a party, invited everyone you knew.  You would see the biggest gift would be from me..."

Anyone know what show it's off of?  I'll give you a hint: Sex And The City was based off of this show. 

Alright, I'm off to go find some more people to bother the hell out of on Buzznet this fine evening.  =]

I bid you, adieu.

CLOVERFIELD!!!  CLOVERFIELD!!!  CLOVERFIELD!!!

I'm so confused.  I've reverted to my NERD personality and analyzed the picture.  If you want to look up what it is about, go to Google, type in "Cloverfield" and just go through all 300 or so websites that are dedicated to figuring out this movie.  Look up the poster promo and tell me what you think.  I think that I am getting closer to figuring it out, but what do I know?  =]

Damn you, J.J. Abrams!!!!

I'll get back to laying down and throwing up.

Ugh.  I swear, I've heard about a ton of people saying that they are sick on Buzznet.  You guys have infected me!!  I guess that is another hazard of being on Buzznet all day.  =]

Have a great time.  I know that it's just the beginning of the week, but if you make today count, the rest of the week won't let you down.

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Before I start this, I have to tell you that I have a lot of spare time on my hands.  I'm basing this off of the official 12-Step Program for recovering alcoholics.  Think about it:  Buzznet is pretty much alcohol to some people.  It takes you away from your life at the moment, gives you a sense of community and allows you to speak your mind on any topic.  Fortunately, the only health problems you could acquire from Buzznet are an unnatural obsessive compulsive disorder and/or eyesight depletion.  Other than that, you should be good to go.  I'm going to help those of you who want to reduce your Buzznet intake and eventually limit it to a safe amount.  =]

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GET IN TUNE WITH YOUR BELIEFS AND STAY POSITIVE!!!  It's really easy to give in to mean people online.  Just stay jolly and get rid of any poor etiquite!

Step 8  "Made a list of all persons we had harmed, and became willing to make amends to them all."

If you have been mean to anyone, while you are on Buzznet, you have to go back and make amends for what you've done.  Get a list down for everyone that you've been mean to.

Step 9  "Made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so would injure them or others."

Drop the people that you have been rude to a note, and tell them that you are sorry.  You will feel better about yourself.  Be sure to mention them to do the same.

Step 10  "Continued to take personal inventory and when we were wrong promptly admitted it."

Keep yourself monitored and in check.  Don't be mean.  If you want to have fun, go ahead and check out Breesays' stuff.  Her website is so fun.

Step 11  "Sought through prayer and meditation to improve our conscious contact with God as we understood Him, praying only for knowledge of His Will for us and the power to carry that out."

Keep your eyes open.  You will get through this. 

Step 12  "Having had a spiritual awakening as the result of these steps, we tried to carry this message to Buzznet-aholics, and to practice these principles in all our affairs."

Be sure that you take your time on Buzznet.  Don't use up the site all at once.  Take it in small doses.  If you do want to kill your time though, enjoy it on Buzznet.  =]

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Just because I am always afraid that I am going to offend someone, I want people to know that this was made for fun.  I do not want to offend anyone using this 12-step program to recovery.  It's been shown to help.  =]

That's that.  Have a nice time getting the most out of your Buzznet visit and hopefully, you learn that too much of a good thing can get a little hasty.

Sorry, it's a little scattered.  I'll fix it soon though...

Don't you love the fall/winter Holidays??  It's so cool.  They each have their own theme and it makes life a lot easier to live with holidays.

My family doesn't celebrate holidays though.  My mother is a Jehovah's Witness, and I've had to live without holidays for a good 9 years or so.  I'm not saying anything bad about it because it's kind of nice not celebrating.  People tend to think bad about Jehovah's Witnesses for not celebrating, but I'd like to defend them a bit.  They don't celebrate holidays because they believe that we should cherish life every day.

Holidays have gotten so...commercial.  Not very many people pray on Christmas.  Not very many people remember what Easter is all about (and no, it's not about God being a chocolate rabbit that stole your eggs, dyed them and hid them.  Though, I like to think that God is just that sometimes.  =] ).  People think of money a lot during holiday.  People spend money around the holidays.  People know that they have to save money for birthdays or gifts.  But Jehovah's Witnesses don't do that.  We get random gifts all the time to celebrate life.  We have had many parties to celebrate life. 

Please don't put any Jehovah's Witnesses down.  They may come to your door to spread the word about their God, but you don't have to talk bad about them.  They are just trying to get the word out.  If that is what they believe, let them live it and be sure not to judge.  =]

Ugh.  I feel so deep right now.  I don't want to feel that way.  I'm in no way deep in person.  You would have one conversation with me and have to wipe your memory because it would have been the most wasteful combination of words.

Oh, well.  Our family got a baby Chihuahua.  I love him!  My mother named him Bradley Gunner, but I call him Count Broccoli Poopenstein.  He responds to the name Broccoli.  So, yeah.  Wentzton doesn't like him very much, but he will grow to like him.

I will post pictures of him.  He's so tiny!!

Anywho, love everyone for reading.  Belch.  I really did just burp.  =]